Diary of a Nicotine Addict: Phase 2

A Lot of Smoking Going OnSunday, May 15th

Dear Diary,

Phase 2 is not helping me so far…

In fact, the phase that’s supposed to help me prepare for my Quit Date, is causing  flashbacks of my attempts to quit smoking that failed. As I read through the warnings of symptoms and issues that might occur as I detox from cigarettes, I started to think that this whole thing is a bad idea.

I now am smoking more than I did last week.

I’m getting scared, and I want to quit. The program – not the cigarettes. My addiction (a.k.a., The Bitch), keeps telling me, loudly, that cigarettes are what keep me calm, and sane. I can’t enjoy my life without them. Yada, Yada, Yada…

I am halfway through this phase, when are they going to  bring out the heavy artillery??

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